(Padstow - new painting)
Great news! After several weeks of a full on love hate relationship with this painting, I'm happy to say that it is finally finished.
I did this piece as a commission for Milkwood Publishing, and it will be making it's way down to them in the coming few days.
Some paintings seem to flow and happen as if by magic. Others, do not. This one became a journey in that it tested all my limits. There were moments when I adored it, I was focused and my hand was steady. I had the patience to add all the little people, and all those windows and then there were days I went down the studio and I sat and looked at it, painted bits in, washed bits out and in all honesty could have happily chucked it over the wall and into the river below. I may have had a slightly childish tantrum about it all, bashed things about a bit and said dubious and obnoxious things to it. I may have also ignored it for several days which is actually no bad thing really, it gives you space to think and breathe while you decide what to do next.
I do like a painting that does this though, it challenges me and pushes me to explore both the medium and myself. How am I resisting or restricting myself? Why am I creating blocks here? Why was yeseterday so much fun and today is frustrating and soul destroying?
As an artist it's important to allow growth, to tackle difficult things and learn how to overcome them. I found the buildings a challenge after spending so many months painting flowers from my imagination. Suddenly I had moved from a very illustrative, and meditative way of painting to a much more structured and architectural piece - something I havent done in a long time.
But I'm so pleased with the result, I hope you like it too.
(Goodness me, I've got a You Tube channel!)
Another thing I'm pretty chuffed with is that I made my first ever video - I'm an utter novice at stuff like this, so it was a really big step to take the plunge and plop myself in front of the camera. It's been fun figuring out how to make small films though, and although I'm certain it's not super polished or slick, I do hope you enjoy it.
I shared this video with my newsletter subscribers a few weeks ago, and plan to share others with them in the coming months which will include tutorials, sketch book journeys and other things that they have asked to see.
This first little clip shows a little glimpse into my studio.
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Right, I must get back to it, I have another Padstow painting to begin - this is a nice one with views over the river to the town in the distance. I think, after all those windows and roof tiles I'm going to really enjoy it!